Hello to all of you,

This is my first time blogging. Currently, I am a confused housewife. I got married last year to my boyfriend of 7 years, under very unusual circumstances. One month before our wedding everything completely changed. My fiance wanted time to think about our relationship, he wanted to get things into perspective. And from where I come from, marriages are prepared for a year in advance. So, this was very disturbing for both the families.  

At that point in time, I wanted nothing more than to get married to him. I would have done anything and I did. I prayed day and night, I would call to talk to him, try and get him to understand. Eventually, he did agree and today we've been married for about 11 months.
I'm very happy in my marriage and things are going great. But there are times when I feel that I haven't done anything for myself. Like I'm just living a life that people around me want me to live. I graduated with a Bachelors degree from one of the top universities in our country, but I was so focused on getting married to the love of my life that I completely forgot about myself. 

My friends are all working with a career path ahead of them, while I'm sitting at home and doing nothing. Sometimes, I wish I had taken that time to figure things out and see what I wanted in life.